April 14, 2015 sistatalks

I hit my boyfriend and I hate myself for it

Please help me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and don’t know why I do this. I hit my boyfriend for the first time about a year ago, and we were engaged, long story short he ended up leaving me, and about 9 months later he came back. We have been dating for about three weeks now, and two nights ago I hit him again.